The man of my life

I was sitting there just looking at her dancing...
She was so beautiful. She had the cutest smile.
She was so perfect. She has a bunch of friends
Friends who would give everything for her,
Friends who just ignore me so she can be happy,
Friends who hate me for loving you, her ex.
And I was thinking I'd be able to stand up to such a woman
I'm nothing. Just a girl in your life. But her... she's everything.
And she has everything; the looks, the friends, happiness and..
Your love. What I'd die for, she owns with pride
And she shows with even more pride.
I thought for a while.
What does she have that I do not?
What does she do that I do not do?
Why can't you love me the way you love her?
Some questions are meant to remain unanswered.
I want to be yours. But you do not want me
You want her, the woman of your life.
And I stay here in pain
Because baby you are the man of my life.
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# Posté le lundi 03 septembre 2007 03:48

Dreamy...

Non j'me la pete pas...
Loin de la...
Mon humeur en ce moment....
J'en ai marre. J deprime...
Pourquoi? J'en sais trop rien... Vraiment....

Ce matin j'me suis reveillee
J'etais super contente... mais la...
C horrible ce que je ressens.
Je doute de moi....

I am not perfect.
I am not flawless.
I am not nice.
I am not beautiful.
I am just ME.

I have dreams... My favourite one;
The one I live by is that... someday,
Maybe today... I will find him.
I fall in love hoping it is him
But it isn't. It never is...
The men who walked through my life
Those who brought me happiness
Have all left someday, somehow
And turned my smile into tears.

Bebe j'ai cru que tu serais different.
Tu devais l'etre a mon avis.
Mais tu ne l'es pas et ne l'a jamais ete...
Cet homme dont je reve, mon homme
N'existe que dans mes reves.

Mais je t'aime toi. Tu n'es pas cet homme.
Et pourtant je t'aime a mourir.
Par amour, je ferai tout pour toi,
Donnerai tout pour toi... meme ma vie.

But I know my love
I know you do not love me.
I know I am to you like any other.
You care cause together we've shared
So much. But LOVE is a big word
Which you cannot use...
Not for me anyway.

I know how it is you feel.
She's the love of your life.
And you're probably the same for her.
And I'm NOTHING. Just another girl.
Just ME.

I'll keep on loving you
Like a dreamer that I am
And the day that you will start over
Your life with her, I know you'll destroy
Half of my life.

And yet... I love you and always will.
Because you are the closest I got
To be with the man of my dreams;
Because somehow, I don't know how,
You have become the man of my dreams.
But in my dreams...
You are mine...




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# Posté le dimanche 02 septembre 2007 02:21

HATING IT

HATING IT
Je rage.... J pete les plombs! Me revoila en train des fer mes trucs a la con. C ptet un truc de meuf ou alors un truc d'ado ou alors un truc humain che po moi... jariv pa a comprendre pourquoi comme une grosse debile j crois encore a l'amour. Pas un mec! Pas un seul!! Meme pas un n'est pret a m'aimer. J vo pa le coup a supposer... pas assez jolie ou cool ou sympa ou che pa moi. Tout cke je c c ke alors ke les otres meufs se baladent avec un mec moi chui seule appuyee contre le mur a mater cmt il st tro heureux. J'ecoute des ziks love alors k tout cke g ds le coeur c la haine! Et merde jen ai troop assez d'avoir pas le droit au bonheur. CHui tro gentille, trop sympa alors on s fout de ma gueule.... et qd j pete un cable on se dem cke g
Tro a chier cte putin de vie...
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# Posté le mercredi 23 mai 2007 01:02

18 ans...

18 ans...
Voila... Ben j'ai 18 ans... FINALEMENT!!! Ca fe tout de meme dix huit ans que j'attends ce jour...
Me voila devenue une adulte... meme si je reste et demeure une petite fille, dont la vie est un conte de fee avec beaucoup de sorcieres malefiques, et dont le sourire ne s'eteint, malgre tout, jamais.
Et si un jour, il s'eteint mes photos me rappeleront toujours mes beaux jours...
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# Posté le dimanche 08 octobre 2006 22:51

The time has come to say goodbye

The time has come to say goodbye
The time has come to say goodbye
To all that's past and left behind
The time has come to make a step
And open up to a new life
The time has come to say goodbye
Look one more time at the past
And forget our mistakes
Turn around head high
And forever walk away
The time has come to say goodbye
As we are growing into adults
And leaving our childhood behind
Let us keep in mind our memories
So they can help us tomorrow
Today we stand tall as our future awaits
And we are ready to move on
The time has come to say goodbye
A tear in the corner of the eye
I walk alone on this new path
With no one to hold my hand
And lead me through my miseries
The time has come to say goodbye
And to thank my mom and dad
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# Posté le samedi 12 août 2006 14:25

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